Playing in the woods of Northwest Alabama…
Was a highlight of my childhood—a thrill.
Back then, I didn’t know anything about pop culture.
I was raised in a cult that forbade television,
So, I was not allowed to watch television like other kids.
I learned to retreat into my own imagination.
I learned to be OK with aloneness and…
I learned to enjoy my own company.
Not watching television made my imagination…
Work overtime—I existed in a world I invented.
Television they called, “the One-eyed devil.”
They didn’t like it because it exposed us to a new world.
I had a secret, though, a story I couldn’t tell.
I had a boyfriend—our cult’s most forbidden, hated form…
Of sexuality: The Holy Bible says so right there “in black and
white.”
I was never fully committed to the church in which I was
raised.
I declared at the age of 18 I did not believe in my church.
So many contradictions, things that are senseless, and…
Lies (so many lies)—a church committed to hypocritical
self-deceit.
I could no longer declare my allegiance to a lie.
There was a freedom in declaring my old religion what it was—
A lie told over and over until it took root…
And impregnated the adherents’ minds with ignorance and naiveite.
I declared once and for all, my mind would no longer be a hostage!
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